August 10th, 2023

Published on 10 August 2023 at 21:21

I am not sure how the rest of you feel about this week, but it has been exhausting, no matter how much I sleep it just does not seem to be enough. I know I touched on our older 2 going back to their moms yesterday and well the oldest boy is already back so he can watch the football game with his dad. Truth of it is he just does not want to be at his moms, and I mean who can blame him when he comes over at 8:30pm and says she has been drinking since about noon today. It's hard not to be judgmental when they tell you things like that. Anyways back to the day work has been slow lately and everyone seems to be suffering some crankiness because of it. Today I seriously had to put my ear pods in and listen to "How to Catch a Smuggler" just to keep my mind moving enough to do the paperwork that had to be done. I know the weekend is just around the corner, but it never seems like they slow down at all either. Between doing our shopping on the weekends and then filling my bakery orders it seems like I blink, and Monday is here already. I know I am not the only one who feels this way and if you have any recommendations on how to make it feel like a weekend, please let me know. I will say for the first time in probably 6 months my husband and I will be kid free for a night and we get to hang out with another couple that we love but never get to see. Hoping this outing will help recharge my battery and help me motivate to get back into a better routine. I thrive on routine and schedules. I know this comes from my upbringing because there was never any rhyme or reason to what was happening or why there always seemed to be random people around. I have anxiety and OCD that seems to be calmed by having a schedule and routine. Thats all the random thoughts for tonight, here is to hoping this weekend is what everyone needs to recharge your battery. Please if you need someone to talk to reach out, you can find my email on the contact page. 

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